tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26951828156791411502011-07-29T08:28:52.350+10:00Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.comBlogger361100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-16069616611461038932010-04-24T12:51:00.002+10:002010-04-24T13:05:37.802+10:00<b>INTJ - </b><b>Introversion, iNtuition, Thinking, Judgement,...</b><div style="text-align: justify;">Have original minds and great drive for implementing their ideas and achieving their goals. Quickly see patterns in external events and develop long-range explanatory perspectives. When committed, organize a job and carry it through. Skeptical and independent, have high standards of competence and performance – for themselves and others.<br /></div><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >source: The Myers &amp; Briggs Foundation</span><br /><br /><table style="margin: auto; border-collapse: collapse; border-style: none; background-color: transparent; width: auto;" class="cquote"><tbody><tr><td style="color: rgb(178, 183, 242); font-size: 35px;" valign="top" width="20">“</td> <td style="padding: 4px 10px;" valign="top"><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;">INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms. This in turn produces an unusual independence of mind, freeing the INTJ from the constraints of authority, convention, or sentiment for its own sake ... INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability. Whatever system an INTJ happens to be working on is for them the equivalent of a moral cause to an INFJ; both perfectionism and disregard for authority may come into play ... Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel ... This happens in part because many INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals ... Perhaps the most fundamental problem, however, is that INTJs really want people to make sense.<sup id="cite_ref-11" class="reference"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/INTJ#cite_note-11"><span></span><span></span></a></sup></p> </td> <td style="color: rgb(178, 183, 242); font-size: 36px; font-family: 'Times New Roman',serif; font-weight: bold; text-align: right; padding: 10px;" valign="bottom" width="20">”</td> </tr> </tbody></table> <p style="text-align: justify;">INTJs are analytical. Like INTPs, they are most comfortable working alone and tend to be less sociable than other types. Nevertheless, INTJs are prepared to lead if no one else seems up to the task, or if they see a major weakness in the current leadership. They tend to be pragmatic, logical, and creative. They have a low tolerance for spin or rampant emotionalism. They are not generally susceptible to catchphrases and do not recognize authority based on tradition, rank, or title.</p> <table style="margin: auto; border-collapse: collapse; border-style: none; background-color: transparent; width: auto;" class="cquote"> <tbody><tr> <td style="color: rgb(178, 183, 242); font-size: 35px; font-family: 'Times New Roman',serif; font-weight: bold; text-align: left; padding: 10px;" valign="top" width="20">“</td> <td style="padding: 4px 10px; text-align: justify;" valign="top">INTJs are strong individualists who seek new angles or novel ways of looking at things. They enjoy coming to new understandings. They tend to be insightful and mentally quick; however, this mental quickness may not always be outwardly apparent to others since they keep a great deal to themselves. They are very determined people who trust their vision of the possibilities, regardless of what others think. They may even be considered the most independent of all of the sixteen personality types. INTJs are at their best in quietly and firmly developing their ideas, theories, and principles.<sup id="cite_ref-14" class="reference"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/INTJ#cite_note-14"><span></span><span></span></a></sup></td> <td style="color: rgb(178, 183, 242); font-size: 36px; font-family: 'Times New Roman',serif; font-weight: bold; text-align: right; padding: 10px;" valign="bottom" width="20">”</td> </tr> </tbody></table> <p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"><p></p>Hallmarks of the INTJ include independence of thought and a desire for efficiency. They work best when given autonomy and creative freedom. They harbor an innate desire to express themselves by conceptualizing their own intellectual designs. They have a talent for analyzing and formulating complex theories. INTJs are generally well-suited for occupations within academia, research, consulting, management, engineering, and law. They are often acutely aware of their own knowledge and abilities—as well as their limitations and what they don't know (a quality that tends to distinguish them from INTPs). INTJs thus develop a strong confidence in their ability and talents, making them natural leaders.<br /><br />In forming relationships, INTJs tend to seek out others with similar character traits and ideologies. Agreement on theoretical concepts is an important aspect of their relationships. By nature INTJs can be demanding in their expectations, and approach relationships in a rational manner. As a result, INTJs may not always respond to a spontaneous infatuation but wait for a mate who better fits their set criteria. They tend to be stable, reliable, and dedicated. Harmony in relationships and home life tends to be extremely important to them. They generally withhold strong emotion and do not like to waste time with what they consider irrational social rituals. This may cause non-INTJs to perceive them as distant and reserved; nevertheless, INTJs are usually very loyal partners who are prepared to commit substantial energy and time into a relationship to make it work.<br /><br />As mates, INTJs want harmony and order in the home and in relationships. They are the most independent of all types[16]. They will trust their intuitions about others when making choices of friends and mates, even in the face of contradictory evidence and pressures applied by others. The emotions of an INTJ are hard to read, and neither male nor female INTJs are apt to express emotional reactions. At times, both will seem cold, reserved, and unresponsive, while in fact INTJs are almost hypersensitive to signals of rejection from those for whom they care. In social situations, INTJs may also be unresponsive and may neglect to observe small rituals designed to put others at their ease. For example, INTJs may communicate that time is wasted if used for idle dialogue, and thus people receive a sense of hurry from an INTJ which is not always intended. In their interpersonal relationships, INTJs are usually better in a working situation than in recreational situations.<br /><span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:GodfreyKneller-IsaacNewton-1689.jpg" class="image"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ></span></a></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >source: Wikipedia</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:GodfreyKneller-IsaacNewton-1689.jpg" class="image"><img style="width: 158px; height: 205px;" alt="" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/3/39/GodfreyKneller-IsaacNewton-1689.jpg/150px-GodfreyKneller-IsaacNewton-1689.jpg" class="thumbimage" /></a><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Ayn_Rand1.jpg" class="image"><img style="width: 175px; height: 205px;" alt="Half-length monochrome portrait photo of Ayn Rand, seated, holding a cigarette" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/3/32/Ayn_Rand1.jpg/240px-Ayn_Rand1.jpg" /></a><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Ulysses_Grant_1870-1880.jpg" class="image" title="Ulysses S. Grant"><img style="width: 158px; height: 205px;" alt="Ulysses S. Grant in a formal black and white photo. Grant is seated with arms folded. Grant looks weary and his beard is greying. This is the photo used for the $50.00 bill." src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/d/d7/Ulysses_Grant_1870-1880.jpg/245px-Ulysses_Grant_1870-1880.jpg" /></a><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Dwight_D._Eisenhower,_official_photo_portrait,_May_29,_1959.jpg" class="image" title="Dwight D. Eisenhower"><img style="width: 166px; height: 205px;" alt="" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/6/63/Dwight_D._Eisenhower%2C_official_photo_portrait%2C_May_29%2C_1959.jpg/250px-Dwight_D._Eisenhower%2C_official_photo_portrait%2C_May_29%2C_1959.jpg" /></a></div><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ></span><p></p></div><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ></span><p><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-1606961661146103893?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-50628861233324598282010-04-17T01:39:00.002+10:002010-04-17T01:41:48.024+10:00Haiz been spending 2 whole days watching movies ><,...<br />Have to stop and concentrate on studies again haha,...<br />The Melbie trip really drained my energy,...<br />And didn't really get a good night rest when I returned to Launceston,...<br />Must stop relying on luck d eh,...<br />MUST GET ON WORK MODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-5062886123332459828?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-62500490329725724342010-04-16T03:14:00.003+10:002010-04-16T03:26:50.229+10:00Sometimes it's funny how life is set out for you,...<br />I've had 3 girls who sacrificed for me but yet i was too blind and arrogant to take notice,...<br />The day they left,...<br />I didn't really feel I've lost anything,...<br />But instead I just find it as a part of the journey in life that that's the end of the journey we took together,...<br />Till the recent event made me realized how they felt,...<br />How much they're sacrificed to love me and care for me when I didn't take notice,...<br />Is this part of retribution or karma,...<br />Althought at times I can lie to myself and the others but the fact remain,...<br />I'm still bluffing myself,...<br />I can't seem to stop,...<br />I'm a happy shell and below the shell it's nothing more than a sad grumpy old man,...<br />What I've always said was true,...<br />It's easy to be loved but hard to love,...<br />Maybe it really is karma to make me love someone deeply, sincerely only to be rejected,...<br />My brains can't compute why feelings are so strong when I don't even know the person long enough yet,...<br />I too have no reasoning to what I feel,...<br />Torn, Lost and Suffering,...<br />How long would it last???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-6250049032972572434?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-75302586057386720632010-04-14T20:01:00.002+10:002010-04-14T20:05:55.194+10:00I shouldn't and I won't destroy my image as a smart adult which I portrayed myself as since 10 years ago,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't argue with young people,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't hold grudges anymore,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't degrade myself because of others anymore,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't be irrational,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't let the Devil out,...<br />I shouldn't and I won't lose my temper anymore,...<br />And I shouldn't and I won't pollute my own blog with messages of hatred anymore,...<br /><br />ENLIGHTENED, YOU ARE AND PEACE, YOU WILL GET!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7530258605738672063?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-10311504639424662522010-04-13T20:17:00.004+10:002010-04-13T22:08:30.240+10:00When you do not think of what your actions does to others,...<br />Do not expect to be treated like royalty,...<br />Did you consider what emotional damage your actions brought upon others,...<br />And when you deal pain upon me,...<br />Isn't it a good enough reason I should feed you shit?<br />Should we even consider friends who hurt you with their actions as a friend,...<br />Age is not a reason for stupidity,...<br />So GROW up!!!<br />Think about it before whining,...<br />AND FUCK YOU ALL BACK!!!!!!!!<br />hate to hear it from friends who told me about what they read,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-1031150463942466252?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-85983363886940697462010-04-13T15:52:00.000+10:002010-04-13T15:53:00.108+10:00Love only belongs to those who can reach beyond themselves;to whom giving is more important than receiving.Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.Love involves much careful and active listening.It is doing whatever needs to be done,and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness,security,and well-being. Sometimes,love hurts.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-8598336388694069746?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-7970672668403370322010-04-11T20:49:00.003+10:002010-04-11T20:58:45.600+10:00Yeap I was definitely selfish in this matter,...<br />But I think I had to do what it takes to keep me sane,...<br />Haiz people and friends always say love n hatred share the same boundary,...<br />It's very very easy to fall on the other side,...<br />I regret my actions but it is too late to do anything different about it,...<br />This must continue till I've fully recovered and am sane enough to carry on with my life,...<br />Even after my recovery,...<br />I have to still continue to avoid bringing back memories,...<br />Maybe in future I have the chance to apologize and show that i'm really sorry,...<br />But those promises are only variables in future,...<br /><br />*This post will be the reminder that there is something I have to do 5 years from now,...*<br />*If I can still find her then,...*<br />*To ask for forgiveness on the things which I should not have done and the things which dealt unimaginable pain to her*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-797067266840337032?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-6796166245859665152010-04-08T02:33:00.002+10:002010-04-08T02:37:50.816+10:00I found out today my feelings got played,...<br />Kewl,...<br />Already felt it earlier on when I read my own blog,...<br />She doesnt care becuz she don't feel,...<br />Yet again blinded by love,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-679616624585966515?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-9719991886437632762010-04-05T14:53:00.003+10:002010-04-05T14:59:02.496+10:00her Happiness,...<br />her Dreams,...<br />her Well-Being,...<br />her Safety,...<br />her Wishes,...<br />and friends to be around her when she needs to Talk and share her Pain,...<br /><br />doesn't really matter if god diverts all the bad things bound to happen to her onto me,...<br />i'm willing to take it all,...<br />as long as she's safe and well,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-971999188643763276?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-6029221381415961482010-03-29T00:47:00.002+11:002010-03-29T00:50:55.174+11:00No I Can't Forget This Evening,<br />Or Your Face As You Were Leaving.<br />But I Guess That's Just The Way The Story Goes.<br />You Always Smile But In You Eyes Your Sorrow Shows.<br />Yes It Shows.<br />No I Can't Forget Tomorrow,<br />When I Think Of All My Sorrow,<br />When I Had You There But Then I Let You Go.<br />And Now It's Only Fair That I Should Let You Know<br />What You Should Know.<br />I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<br />I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.<br />Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<br />Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.<br />No I Can't Forget This Evening,<br />Or Your Face As You Were Leaving.<br />But I Guess That's Just The Way The Story Goes.<br />You Always Smile But In You Eyes Your Sorrow Shows.<br />Yes It Shows.<br />I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<br />I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.<br />Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<br />Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.<br />I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<br />I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.<br />Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.<span id="ctl00_ContentPlaceHolder1_LyricsList1_lblLyrics"><br />Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-602922138141596148?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-85925631014983364782010-03-27T22:43:00.004+11:002010-03-27T22:47:33.035+11:00Last words,...<br />No more updates on this site,...<br />Changing to new blog site,...<br />To friends who have me tagged on their blog,...<br />You can remove my blog now as I'll no longer update this site anymore,...<br />Will inform you all when i start a new one,...<br />But won't be putting it on my msn nick,...<br />Will personally drop you peeps a message,...<br />Cheers =),...<br /><br />Too many bad memories on this one edy,...<br />Got to burn it all once and for all,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-8592563101498336478?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-70826046149685016172010-03-27T14:32:00.002+11:002010-03-27T14:36:22.590+11:00Tonight's the night when everything will end once and for all,...<br />Already prepared for the worst,...<br />Delaying the inevitable does no good to either party,...<br />Short term pain is always better than long term pain,...<br />I've never listened to my brain over all these issues,...<br />You taught me that I should be rational over issues of the heart,...<br />And I shall listen,...<br />The DEVIL will control my soul tonight,...<br />SORRY!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7082604614968501617?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-3573559283224068822010-03-26T00:07:00.002+11:002010-03-26T00:13:31.175+11:00I wish I never had to leave,...<br />But my departure will be a good thing for you,...<br />I wish that I never dealt the pain,...<br />But without the pain u will never understand,...<br />I wish I never loved,...<br />But i did,...<br />And it's all because u are something dear to my heart,...<br />I love u and will remember every moment we had together,...<br />I will keep it close to my heart,...<br />As u have a special place in it,...<br />I do not wish to own u,...<br />I'm happy with all I had,...<br />Thank you love for everything you've given me,...<br />Thank you for letting me know you even if it was for the briefest of moments,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-357355928322406882?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-76695256538049850902010-03-25T12:01:00.002+11:002010-03-25T12:06:05.718+11:00不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。<br /> 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。<br /> 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。<br /> 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。<br /> 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7669525653804985090?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-22480862448430761612010-03-25T01:44:00.002+11:002010-03-25T01:58:50.547+11:00This is the reason I do not wish to talk,...<br />I lose concentration on important matters which should be more important than her,...<br />Just because i don't wanna hurt her by giving the cold treatment,...<br />Is that a justification for my insaneness,...<br />Am I doing what's right,...<br />I used to be so analytical when i face any issue,...<br />I have a clear mind when problem appear even if I was with my ex,...<br />Wrong means wrong and right means right,...<br />doesn't matter who she is - my gf, my family, my peers whoever and whatever,...<br />but whatever she does seems so right to me,...<br />I've lost my touch,...<br />I can't seem to find fault in anything she does but she does do alot of stupid things,...<br />Gosh wtf are you doing,...<br />You've just climbed out of the hole and now u wanna dive back in,....<br /><br />DON'T FALL IN AGAIN!!!!!!<br />JUST OPEN ONE EYE CLOSE THE OTHER,...<br />LET OTHER PEOPLE, FRIENDS OR EYE CANDY DO IT,...<br />PRETEND THINGS NEVER HAPPENED,...<br />TIME WILL DILUTE FEELINGS!!!!<br />LAST OF THE LAST OF FAVOURS TOMORROW,...<br />AND NO MORE!!!!<br />IT'S THE END OF THE ENTWINED PATHS,...<br />AND TO BE HONEST,...<br />THERE WASN'T ANY,...<br />THE FEELING'S NOT MUTUAL,...<br />IT'S ONE SIDED,...<br />ON YOUR SIDE ONLY!!!!<br />YOU HAVE BEEN WELL KNOWN FOR BEING COLD,...<br />THAT IMAGE SUITS U,...<br />DON'T CHANGE YOUR OWN IMAGE,...<br />BRIAN,...<br />WAKEEEEE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-2248086244843076161?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-51756025037786208552010-03-21T06:07:00.001+11:002010-03-21T06:11:09.543+11:00Brian, I've to say you are damn bloody stupid, brainless and insane,...<br />What's the point of doing everything when what you do won't even sway her decision,...<br />Do you think u can change the facts of this relationship?<br />It's not about what you do but is about what both party does,...<br />You can give your everything but in the end it wouldn;t mean a single thing,...<br />You are already busy enough,...<br />And making unnecessary sacrifices?<br />Worth it? u stupid dumb idiot,...<br /><br />Reminder,...<br />Just stop caring,..<br />Let other people do it,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-5175602503778620855?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-48359746007824278352010-03-19T03:33:00.002+11:002010-03-19T03:44:31.729+11:00After drinking yesterday night,...<br />The feeling is abit different d,...<br />Maybe loosing interest?,...<br />Or have i understand the fact now that certain things cant be forced,...<br />I think it's about time for a change d ler,...<br />I believe for both our sake,...<br />It's best I backed off and let her lead her life alone,...<br />I feel I'm beginning to be a pest,...<br />Btw she has lots of friends now and maybe admirers,...<br />Hopefully my departure wouldn't create a dent like last time,...<br /><br />Studies also getting harder every moment as I speak,...<br />I do not look too highly upon myself but yet I do think I'll be somebody in future,...<br />I have the smarts and the personality and if compared with other boys,...<br />They don't even come close,...<br />With a bit of luck, I'll definitely achieve what I want,...<br />So it's kinda dumb disgracing myself,...<br />Which will definitely happen one day if I don;t wake up,...<br />Friends will start to know and some would most probably laugh behind my back,...<br />For good or for bad I will again live not to regret anything,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-4835974600782427835?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-75459464624482740222010-03-18T03:55:00.002+11:002010-03-18T03:58:40.552+11:00Today i really wanna get drunk,...<br />So much on my mind,...<br />I've been drinking in the house,...<br />Then after that went clubbing with my juniors,...<br />Hoped that it will drown the sorrow,...<br />But it seems sorrow is the most resilient thing on earth,...<br />It won't go away or die no matter what you do to it,...<br />How could I end this,...<br />I always believed in god,...<br />Maybe at time i disrespect them,...<br />But please show me the way to do things,...<br />To keep the sorrow away from my happy heart and soul,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7545946462448274022?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-42167017635371045902010-03-16T23:11:00.002+11:002010-03-16T23:21:28.184+11:00Who am I lying to,...<br />She just doesn't care,...<br />I guess she's just too young to understand love,...<br />So I guess i just have to let it go,...<br />I tell myself things which i do not obey,...<br />So whats the whole point of even advising myself,...<br />=(<br />In a state of indecisiveness,...<br />What am I suppose to do,...<br />Is this all a challenge,...<br />A challenge to what,...<br />What do I get besides pain and suffering,...<br /><br />I guess she's the thorn under my skin,...<br />The poison in my food,...<br />The salt on my wound,...<br /><br />But at the bottom of my mind,...<br />I hope that one day she'll be the love of my life,...<br />But that day will never come,...<br />Although I hope it does,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-4216701763537104590?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-91690020032682184872010-03-14T03:35:00.002+11:002010-03-14T03:38:05.083+11:00After 2 weeks twisting and twitching,...<br />It's back to the same old story again,...<br />What the hell am I doing,...<br />Can't really say for sure,...<br />Option 1,...<br />Or option 2 hmmmmm????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-9169002003268218487?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-34407525541218556002010-03-12T16:26:00.000+11:002010-03-12T16:27:30.063+11:00So emotionally unstable,...<br />High and lows just like being on a roller coaster,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-3440752554121855600?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-81995447622173408652010-03-11T23:54:00.003+11:002010-03-12T00:09:43.706+11:00I don't really know what I'm feeling these couple of weeks,...<br />One part of me ask me to avoid,...<br />Another part of me ask me to take care of her,...<br />She's so weak and naive,...<br />And i believe I could do alot for her,...<br />Anyways both options are detrimental to me,...<br />Don't really understand why I would have these feelings in such a short while,...<br />Maybe I always fall for these kind of girls,...<br />But what I'm feeling with her is really really different from the rest of those that've been with me,...<br />I can't really say that she has any good qualities,...<br />Or she's very beautiful,...<br />She's just normal like all the other girls,...<br />I told her my true feeling but maybe it freaked her up,...<br />But what i did; was it wrong?,...<br />Although it hurts but i do believe saying is better than not knowing,...<br />Partially i still hope that one day things will change and she might be able to accept me,...<br />But after all who am i kidding,...<br />Do I still wanna lie to myself,...<br />Better put,...<br />Can I stop lying to myself,...<br />After all I'm just a big brother,....<br /><br />Should really stop lying to myself,...<br />I'm losing concentration in studies,...<br />I have to remember that I have goals to achieve and I've got to be responsible for my mother's sufferings,...<br />I really have to stop believing that things will change between us,...<br />Please God have mercy on my soul or damn me to hell,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-8199544762217340865?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-88321867021071974402010-03-10T15:56:00.002+11:002010-03-10T16:04:24.626+11:00I'm in love,...<br />We we're riding back on our bikes from class on the streets of Kuala Lumpur,...<br />Met up with a few auntie's which threw some nasty remarks at us,...<br />It was after then u cheered me up with your ever beautiful smile and your kind words of comfort and told me what i wanted to hear,...<br />U kissed me lightly on the lips and rode off,...<br />I trailed behind you and,...<br />Beep beep beep,...<br />The sound of alarm wakes me up,...<br />And there i was with the most sincere smile I've had in months,...<br />But still locked up in that room of mine,...<br />It was all just a dream but yet I'll be happy to have had that short moment which belonged to just the two of us with you,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-8832186702107197440?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-59879211973353042922009-10-01T23:51:00.003+10:002009-10-01T23:59:42.502+10:002nd of october,...<br />28 years ago i laid my first sight on the world,...<br />28 years after i'm still watching the world,...<br />But i'm not feeling the pleasures of being in a beautiful world,...<br />Far apart from family,...<br />And especially far apart from someone i wish to spend this birthday with,...<br />Is It a crime when i don't know how to express feelings???<br />Am i wrong for thinking on behalf of others???<br />28 birthday one of the suckiest of birthdays,...<br />Yea there are friends,...<br />And i feel grateful having them around but it's a totally different condition,...<br />I don't really know what i'm doing anymore,...<br />To be honest i feel lost,...<br />I don't really know who should i live for anymore,...<br />I can't just give up my life,...<br />Cause i'll have betrayed the person who brought me to this world,...<br />Is this the first stage of depression,...<br />I'm can't tell and am not sure too,...<br />Sometimes i feel it's really a thin line between loyalty and stupidity,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-5987921197335304292?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-31571156156555947772009-09-19T14:53:00.002+10:002009-09-19T15:00:33.212+10:00Met a long lost friend again after 4 year didnt contact her,...<br />What happened in between that resulted into the 4 years of not talking???<br />Both of us ain't sure anymore,...<br />But it was a great feeling to have known her again,...<br />It bring back so many familiarity but it also brings back alot of strangeness,...<br />I just found out she was married like a year ago,...<br />Part of me wanted to congratulate her and part of me didn't feel right congratulating her,...<br />Why???<br />Was there something within me that didn't want to congratulate her???<br />Maybe yes because it was kinda bad,...<br />The day after we spoke again was the day she went into trouble with her marriage,...<br />Deep down inside me i hoped she could solve her issues,...<br />Never wanted her to be sad 4 year ago and still now i don't wish her to be sad,...<br />Hope everything will turn out alright for her,...<br />Dhe has my best wishes and i pray everything will be alright with her,...<br />Ain't relationships scary and fragile,...<br />Sometimes it's so hard to trust in the people closest to you,...<br />Cause you'll never know when they plan to kill you in your sleep,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-3157115615655594777?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-91999106162408857492009-09-13T17:19:00.001+10:002009-09-13T17:21:20.234+10:00Apologies to the Malaysian police,...<br />It seems they have acted fairly this time,...<br />May those quarters who create disturbances in our loving Malaysia be brought to justice,...<br />Malaysia Boleh!<br /><h1 id="story_title">Cow head protesters claim trial</h1>SHAH ALAM: Six men have been charged with sedition in the Sessions Court for their involvement in what has become known as the cow head protest. <p>The six were also charged in the magistrate’s court here yesterday with taking part in an illegal assembly, along with six other men.</p> <p>The 12 men were among some 50 people, including residents of Section 23, Shah Alam, who marched about 300m from the state mosque to the gates of the state secretariat building to protest against the relocation of the Sri Mahamariamman temple from Section 19 to Section 23 on Aug 28.</p> <div class="story_image right" style="width: 264px;"> <img src="http://thestar.com.my/archives/2009/9/10/nation/cows.jpg" alt="" width="250" height="264" /> <span class="caption">In the dock: The group of 12 men leaving the Shah Alam courthouse after being charged yesterday.</span> </div> <p>The six who were charged for sedition under Section 4 (1) of the Sedition Act 1948, alternatively under Section 298 of the Penal Code, pleaded not guilty.</p> <p>Judge Hasbi Hassan set bail at RM4,000 each in one surety.</p> <p>Ibrahim Sabri, 42, and Ahmad Mahayuddin Abd Manaf, 36, were charged with stepping on the cow head with the tendency to incite, where the act could create feelings of dissatisfaction with and animosity towards Hindus.</p> <p>The offence is punishable with a fine not exceeding RM5,000 or imprisonment not exceeding three years or both.</p> <p>Eyzva Ezhar Ramly, 31, was charged with carrying the cow head while Mohd Azmir Mohd Zain, 35, Ahmad Suhairy Zakaria, 30, and Mohd Hilmi Ni, 40, were charged with carrying and stepping on the cow head.</p> <p>The six also face an alternative charge of deliberate intent to wound religious feelings of any person, and if convicted, shall be punished with imprisonment extending to one year, or with a fine, or both.</p> <p>The accused were represented by lead counsel Datuk Salehuddin Saidin and six other lawyers.</p> <p>The six men were later charged in the magistrate’s court together with Jainudin @ Zainudin Md Yusuff, 67, Mohd Jurit Ramli, 39, Mohammad Nordin Zakaria, 46, Jamil Mohamad Isa, 40, Rahimuddin Md Harun, 39, and Azahari Shaari, 39, with illegal assembly under Section 27 (5) of the Police Act 1967.</p> <p>If found guilty, they are liable to a fine of not less than RM2,000 and not more than RM10,000 and imprisonment not exceeding one year.</p> <p>All 12 claimed trial in front of a packed courtroom where the crowd stood behind the dock to listen to the proceedings instead of sitting down.</p> <p>Magistrate Norkamilah Aziz set bail at RM300 in one surety for the six who also face sedition charges and at RM500 for the others.</p> <p>Both cases will be mentioned on Oct 21.</p> <p>After the proceedings, newsmen asked DPP Mohd Dusuki Mokhtar regarding the fate of the other protesters and he said it was up to the police to decide if they too would be charged.</p> <p>The 12 accused had arrived at the court at 8.40am accompanied by local and outstation supporters. They shouted out to the media present that they were not guilty and that they were united in their stand.</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-9199910616240885749?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-41541185302644150332009-09-12T20:27:00.002+10:002009-09-12T20:30:56.865+10:00Life is tough,...<br />So many unknowns,...<br />So many sadness,...<br />So many happiness,...<br />A friends once told me,...<br />She was living like a roller coaster,...<br />Sometimes happy sometimes sad,...<br />That statement is very true,...<br />What if we were robots,...<br />Without thoughts,...<br />Without emotions,...<br />We are just programmed to do what we do best,...<br />Won't the world be a better and more organized world,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-4154118530264415033?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-69610548860579043302009-09-11T12:14:00.005+10:002009-09-11T12:22:28.095+10:00<a href="http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1092205439400&amp;ref=nf">http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1092205439400&amp;ref=nf</a><br /><br />Another meaningful video watched today,...<br />It makes me think does gender, race, height, body frame, age makes us any different,...<br />After all we are all humans that are identical in a way but also different in numerous ways,...<br />I believe if we know how to find our proper interests and abilities,...<br />We could most probably be someone, a special someone and not someone else,...<br />Someone worth something to ourselves and also the community we live in,...<br />Thus it's no longer about how similar or how different we are,...<br />Everyone's special in a way and we are all the same also whether we like it or not,...<br />So we should just learn to avoid thinking about the stigma of race, culture, skin colour, religion,...<br />And the world might be a better place where numerous stars would shine,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-6961054886057904330?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-83576438111392514162009-09-10T16:55:00.003+10:002009-09-10T17:09:12.731+10:00Today was one of those days,...<br />'Boring' ness,...<br />Grinding through the books i borrowed finding for a way to start an impressive essay,...<br />Think and think and think,...<br />But still couldn't find an appropriate approach,...<br /><br />I'm on the verge of quiting studies for my masters,...<br />But somehow in my heart there's one person i couldn't dissappoint,...<br />After the amount of love and time invested upon me how could i bring myself to fail her,...<br />But studying especially in this moment of life that i'm going through is really hard,...<br />Can't avoid thinking how much i have contributed,...<br />The amount of guidance and patience given,...<br />Only to be rewarded by betrayal and retribution for things i never did,...<br />People do wrong things all the time,...<br />Admitting it is the most important thing to do,...<br />Why must i be sooo damn nice to people around me,...<br />I pretend that everything is my fault when the blame is placed upon me,...<br />Why couldn't i be some nasty bastard who would just give a smack right on the face for those guilty of their own crimes,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-8357643811139251416?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-63756846041749990132009-09-09T06:15:00.001+10:002009-09-11T05:26:09.324+10:0010 days and the change of status,...<br />What can i say,...<br />Nothing,...<br />Nothing at all in my control,...<br />I feel useless,...<br />Once in my life i've got no control over the life that revolves around me,...<br />Painful but still the journey continues,...<br />Always hoping that tomorrow might be a better day,...<br />Or would it be worst,...<br />Nobody knows,...<br />It's a pain to live life without ever knowing but some people thinks it's fun to live a life full of surprises,...<br />The surprise is fun if it's a good one,...<br />But what if it's a very very bad one,...<br />Would u still prefer to be surprised,...<br />Caught naked,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-6375684604174999013?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-75508033624126808152009-09-08T20:04:00.000+10:002009-09-09T07:39:05.199+10:00It's been 10 days already since the day worth remembering,...<br />I haven't got any better yet but luckily my conditions haven't deteriorated much,...<br />It's been a good thing studies was there to support me once again,...<br />It is one of the things that would never give up on me,...<br />I know i can also count on studies to be there whenever i needed it or whenever it needed me,...<br />But how long could i have this sole companion,...<br />Can one study and study for the rest of his life,...<br />I doubt it but it's possible,...<br /><br />Today was the first design class after our semester break,...<br />Things have been going quite well,...<br />I seem happy attending the class,...<br />The laughter on my face was undeniably happy,...<br />During tutorial i was also quite hyped,...<br />I'm not sure but i really loved my tutor for this semester,...<br />He's really smart and can innitiate me to think alot,...<br />During my tute time with him,...<br />It was quite funny,...<br />He has to approach my design differently from the other students,...<br />Maybe u could say he has taught me well,...<br />And it's time he brought me to another advanced stage,...<br />Or could he still teach me???<br />Have i learnt all i ought to learn from him???<br />I hope i could continue on his guidance though,...<br />Even after graduation i might ask him if i could serve under TROPPO architects,...<br />Hope my dreams comes true when one has been shattered,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7550803362412680815?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-65999516442586835952009-09-07T23:03:00.009+10:002009-09-07T23:29:04.826+10:00A wise man once said to me,...<br />Architects can only draw and draw for the sake of fulfilling their ego,...<br />Today i'll prove him wrong!!!!<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGtmrcZlI/AAAAAAAAAAM/6yAgKEaUdtM/s1600-h/IMAG0347.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 272px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGtmrcZlI/AAAAAAAAAAM/6yAgKEaUdtM/s320/IMAG0347.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378712710510569042" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUKLbw7O7I/AAAAAAAAAA8/LyzmWh2yoB8/s1600-h/IMAG0352.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 270px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUKLbw7O7I/AAAAAAAAAA8/LyzmWh2yoB8/s320/IMAG0352.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378716521511730098" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span style="text-decoration: underline;">s</span>ource: Brian S.K. Kan</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"></span></span><div style="text-align: left;">30+ books scanned through and borrowed 15 for future reading in 2 weeks,...<br /></div></div>Damn i also thought architorture draws and designs,...<br />Manatau,...<br />To be honest if i wanted to be a bookworm i would have chosen law and medical profession instead,...<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGtwDEqRI/AAAAAAAAAAU/lvAQi7u3DaQ/s1600-h/IMAG0348.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 276px; height: 207px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGtwDEqRI/AAAAAAAAAAU/lvAQi7u3DaQ/s320/IMAG0348.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378712713025595666" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGvZiOgeI/AAAAAAAAAAs/QxMYXtpBicc/s1600-h/IMAG0351.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 275px; height: 207px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_k7v4F7iLfA0/SqUGvZiOgeI/AAAAAAAAAAs/QxMYXtpBicc/s320/IMAG0351.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378712741341987298" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">more proof !!!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">source: Brian S.K. Kan</span></span><br /></div>It's not that i hate books but 30 in 4 hours that CRAZEEEE!!!<br />Our profession already dull and boring,...<br />Everyday got to deal with concrete, kayu (mok), plastic etc etc,...<br />Now thisssss???<br />Blerhhhh how lifeless can architects be,...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-6599951644258683595?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-75759928857550388292009-09-07T04:56:00.004+10:002009-09-07T05:25:28.779+10:00<div align="center"></div><div align="center"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-e52669d925499393" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v12.nonxt1.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3De52669d925499393%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331399514%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D75AF8729E96B013B2033EB1D13BBEC101EEB96D6.3DDC536D42A9C14A8E72C14DE417CCF88EAFB3AD%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3De52669d925499393%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D49q3IpgXEJXlPlmywwohfXw95OM&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v12.nonxt1.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3De52669d925499393%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331399514%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D75AF8729E96B013B2033EB1D13BBEC101EEB96D6.3DDC536D42A9C14A8E72C14DE417CCF88EAFB3AD%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3De52669d925499393%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D49q3IpgXEJXlPlmywwohfXw95OM&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">source: YouTube.com and Facebook.com</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Love happens so easily but luckily for the guy he didn't have to regret his indecisiveness,...</div><div align="left">It will only take a minute to destroy love and life itself,...</div><div align="left">Life is fragile and short,...</div><div align="left">We are what we make of ourselves,...</div><div align="left">Waiting doesn't benefit anyone,...</div><div align="left">So act when there's a chance for it or regret it for the rest of your life,...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-7575992885755038829?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-60043240214138549652009-09-06T09:27:00.002+10:002009-09-06T09:32:43.129+10:00Read the 2 newspaper excerpt,...<br />WTH when the "SAKAI"ahem ahem u know who lo protest nothing happes,...<br />Even though racial disturbances might result from it,...<br />But when other have a peaceful protest they spend a night in jail,...<br />wtf wtf wtf!!!<br /><br /><h1 id="story_title">Residents refuse to listen to MB; temple relocation plan shelved temporarily (Updated)</h1><b>SHAH ALAM</b>: A dialogue session here between Selangor Mentri Besar Tan Sri Abdul Khalid Ibrahim and Section 23 residents over the relocation of a temple turned unruly on Saturday. <p>This resulted in Khalid saying that the relocation of the temple in Section 19 to Section 23 would be shelved temporarily.</p> <p>He, however, said the state government is looking for more suitable sites to relocate the temple.</p> <p>Earlier in the morning, Khalid had a dialogue session with Section 23 residents to resolve the issue of the relocation of a century-old temple from Section 19 to Section 23.</p> <p>He wanted to explain to the residents the reasons for the relocation and to find an amicable solution.</p> <p>His explanation and that of the Shah Alam mayor Mazalan Md Noor fell on deaf ears as protesters and residents numbering some 300 constantly shouted and booed at them.</p> <p>Also trying to explain to the unruly crowd were Shah Alam MP Khalid Samad, Batu Tiga state assemblyman Rodziah Ismail, and state development agency PKNS chief Othman Omar.</p> <p>The dialogue session ended at about 12.30pm without any amicable solution due to the fracas.</p> <p>Khalid announced that there was no final decision on the matter yet as an agreement could not be reached at the dialogue.</p> <p>The dialogue was planned when residents of Section 23 here staged a protest last Friday against the Pakatan Rakyat-led government’s decision to relocate a 150-year-old temple from Section 19 to their Malay-majority area.</p> <p>The protest sparked controversy when some of the participants brought along <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">a cow’s head and left it at the gates of the state secretariat building.<br /></span></p><h1 id="story_title">16 nabbed at candlelight vigil</h1>KUALA LUMPUR: Sixteen people including former ISA detainee P. Uthaya Kumar and his wife, and S. Jeyathas from Police Watch Malaysia, have been arrested. <p>The group had been marching along Jalan Tun Perak at 7.45pm, <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">carrying banners and roses.</span></p> <p>They were on their way for a candlelight vigil at Dataran Merdeka on the ‘’cow’s head protest’’ controversy.</p> <p>Those nabbed included three women. They are now being held at the Dang Wangi police headquarters for questioning.</p> <p>Police had earlier told them to disperse but the group had not heeded the order. </p>source: www.thestar.com.my<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-6004324021413854965?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-20747270556588431112009-09-06T01:20:00.000+10:002009-09-06T02:18:28.475+10:00betrayal : definition sourced:www.dictionary.com<br /> 2. to be unfaithful in guarding, maintaining, or fulfilling: <span class="ital-inline">to betray a trust.<br /></span> <span class="ital-inline">3.</span> to disappoint the hopes or expectations of; be disloyal to: <span class="ital-inline">to betray one's friends.<br /></span> <span class="ital-inline">4.</span> to reveal or disclose in violation of confidence: <span class="ital-inline">to betray a secret.<br /><br />I've been alive on this face of the world for 28 years and counting,...<br />Never once i betrayed someone,...<br />Is betrayal a necessity in life?<br />Is this karma?<br />I doubt it is,...<br />What makes people betray trust, love, friendship, and everything they stood for,...<br />And when a long time was req. to build a certain trust,...<br />I believe if we were to seek answer from a holy man,...<br />His answers would definitely point towards the devil,...<br />But is the devil really involved in this in it's widest sense,...<br />I doubt so,...<br />It is humans that wishes to do the act of betraying not the devil who pushes u to do it,...<br />It's often funny to see betrayers act cool after they've betrayed,...<br />They act like nothing has ever happened and life goes on,...<br />Yea life does go on but the question is for who?<br />For the betrayer or the betrayed?<br />I doubt the life of the betrayed will ever be the same,...<br />Lost of trust in whatever he does in the future would normally be the reaction,...<br />I guess i havent't spoken much about the meaning of betrayal in this post though,...<br />But i believe to get it's deepest understanding one has to fell into the betrayed category,...<br />Thus the understanding would present itself to our wisdom naturally,....<br />And a word of wisdom,..<br />If ever we betray,...<br />Learn to stand up to it rather than find reasons and faults in others that forced your betrayal,...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-2074727055658843111?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2695182815679141150.post-28867862801895951972009-09-06T01:07:00.001+10:002009-09-07T04:55:20.982+10:00<span >It's weird how life experiences changes over time,...<br />Sometimes you don't even expect certain events and it is these events that make a dent in your life,... </span><span ><br />Events normally bad makes u what you are, makes u sane or insane, grows you or breaks u,... Although the effects from these are so strong on one's life but we still never keep them as a caution,...<br />Something to be afraid of,...<br />Something to keep an eye out for,...<br />But i guess it's part of being positive,...<br />Positive till the day you are given shit,...<br />And the world before your eyes changes into hues of darkness, pain, suffering,...<br />Which results in emotions of anger, hatred, suspicions,depression,....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2695182815679141150-2886786280189595197?l=newagearchi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brian S.K. Kanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02714271864536110148noreply@blogger.com0