Saturday, April 24, 2010

Personality Type : INTJ

INTJ - Introversion, iNtuition, Thinking, Judgement,...
Have original minds and great drive for implementing their ideas and achieving their goals. Quickly see patterns in external events and develop long-range explanatory perspectives. When committed, organize a job and carry it through. Skeptical and independent, have high standards of competence and performance – for themselves and others.
source: The Myers & Briggs Foundation

INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms. This in turn produces an unusual independence of mind, freeing the INTJ from the constraints of authority, convention, or sentiment for its own sake ... INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability. Whatever system an INTJ happens to be working on is for them the equivalent of a moral cause to an INFJ; both perfectionism and disregard for authority may come into play ... Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel ... This happens in part because many INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals ... Perhaps the most fundamental problem, however, is that INTJs really want people to make sense.

INTJs are analytical. Like INTPs, they are most comfortable working alone and tend to be less sociable than other types. Nevertheless, INTJs are prepared to lead if no one else seems up to the task, or if they see a major weakness in the current leadership. They tend to be pragmatic, logical, and creative. They have a low tolerance for spin or rampant emotionalism. They are not generally susceptible to catchphrases and do not recognize authority based on tradition, rank, or title.

INTJs are strong individualists who seek new angles or novel ways of looking at things. They enjoy coming to new understandings. They tend to be insightful and mentally quick; however, this mental quickness may not always be outwardly apparent to others since they keep a great deal to themselves. They are very determined people who trust their vision of the possibilities, regardless of what others think. They may even be considered the most independent of all of the sixteen personality types. INTJs are at their best in quietly and firmly developing their ideas, theories, and principles.

Hallmarks of the INTJ include independence of thought and a desire for efficiency. They work best when given autonomy and creative freedom. They harbor an innate desire to express themselves by conceptualizing their own intellectual designs. They have a talent for analyzing and formulating complex theories. INTJs are generally well-suited for occupations within academia, research, consulting, management, engineering, and law. They are often acutely aware of their own knowledge and abilities—as well as their limitations and what they don't know (a quality that tends to distinguish them from INTPs). INTJs thus develop a strong confidence in their ability and talents, making them natural leaders.

In forming relationships, INTJs tend to seek out others with similar character traits and ideologies. Agreement on theoretical concepts is an important aspect of their relationships. By nature INTJs can be demanding in their expectations, and approach relationships in a rational manner. As a result, INTJs may not always respond to a spontaneous infatuation but wait for a mate who better fits their set criteria. They tend to be stable, reliable, and dedicated. Harmony in relationships and home life tends to be extremely important to them. They generally withhold strong emotion and do not like to waste time with what they consider irrational social rituals. This may cause non-INTJs to perceive them as distant and reserved; nevertheless, INTJs are usually very loyal partners who are prepared to commit substantial energy and time into a relationship to make it work.

As mates, INTJs want harmony and order in the home and in relationships. They are the most independent of all types[16]. They will trust their intuitions about others when making choices of friends and mates, even in the face of contradictory evidence and pressures applied by others. The emotions of an INTJ are hard to read, and neither male nor female INTJs are apt to express emotional reactions. At times, both will seem cold, reserved, and unresponsive, while in fact INTJs are almost hypersensitive to signals of rejection from those for whom they care. In social situations, INTJs may also be unresponsive and may neglect to observe small rituals designed to put others at their ease. For example, INTJs may communicate that time is wasted if used for idle dialogue, and thus people receive a sense of hurry from an INTJ which is not always intended. In their interpersonal relationships, INTJs are usually better in a working situation than in recreational situations.
source: Wikipedia

Half-length monochrome portrait photo of Ayn Rand, seated, holding a cigaretteUlysses S. Grant in a formal black and white photo. Grant is seated with arms folded. Grant looks weary and his beard is greying. This is the photo used for the $50.00 bill.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Must Stop Slacking,...

Haiz been spending 2 whole days watching movies ><,...
Have to stop and concentrate on studies again haha,...
The Melbie trip really drained my energy,...
And didn't really get a good night rest when I returned to Launceston,...
Must stop relying on luck d eh,...
MUST GET ON WORK MODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

Torn, Lost & Suffering,...

Sometimes it's funny how life is set out for you,...
I've had 3 girls who sacrificed for me but yet i was too blind and arrogant to take notice,...
The day they left,...
I didn't really feel I've lost anything,...
But instead I just find it as a part of the journey in life that that's the end of the journey we took together,...
Till the recent event made me realized how they felt,...
How much they're sacrificed to love me and care for me when I didn't take notice,...
Is this part of retribution or karma,...
Althought at times I can lie to myself and the others but the fact remain,...
I'm still bluffing myself,...
I can't seem to stop,...
I'm a happy shell and below the shell it's nothing more than a sad grumpy old man,...
What I've always said was true,...
It's easy to be loved but hard to love,...
Maybe it really is karma to make me love someone deeply, sincerely only to be rejected,...
My brains can't compute why feelings are so strong when I don't even know the person long enough yet,...
I too have no reasoning to what I feel,...
Torn, Lost and Suffering,...
How long would it last???

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I shouldn't and I won't,...

I shouldn't and I won't destroy my image as a smart adult which I portrayed myself as since 10 years ago,...
I shouldn't and I won't argue with young people,...
I shouldn't and I won't hold grudges anymore,...
I shouldn't and I won't degrade myself because of others anymore,...
I shouldn't and I won't be irrational,...
I shouldn't and I won't let the Devil out,...
I shouldn't and I won't lose my temper anymore,...
And I shouldn't and I won't pollute my own blog with messages of hatred anymore,...

ENLIGHTENED, YOU ARE AND PEACE, YOU WILL GET!!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

When other give me shit, I'll definitely return the favour,...

When you do not think of what your actions does to others,...
Do not expect to be treated like royalty,...
Did you consider what emotional damage your actions brought upon others,...
And when you deal pain upon me,...
Isn't it a good enough reason I should feed you shit?
Should we even consider friends who hurt you with their actions as a friend,...
Age is not a reason for stupidity,...
So GROW up!!!
Think about it before whining,...
AND FUCK YOU ALL BACK!!!!!!!!
hate to hear it from friends who told me about what they read,...

Meaningful,....

Love only belongs to those who can reach beyond themselves;to whom giving is more important than receiving.Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.Love involves much careful and active listening.It is doing whatever needs to be done,and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness,security,and well-being. Sometimes,love hurts.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Cruel,... Damn Bloody Cruel,...

Yeap I was definitely selfish in this matter,...
But I think I had to do what it takes to keep me sane,...
Haiz people and friends always say love n hatred share the same boundary,...
It's very very easy to fall on the other side,...
I regret my actions but it is too late to do anything different about it,...
This must continue till I've fully recovered and am sane enough to carry on with my life,...
Even after my recovery,...
I have to still continue to avoid bringing back memories,...
Maybe in future I have the chance to apologize and show that i'm really sorry,...
But those promises are only variables in future,...

*This post will be the reminder that there is something I have to do 5 years from now,...*
*If I can still find her then,...*
*To ask for forgiveness on the things which I should not have done and the things which dealt unimaginable pain to her*

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Hmmmm

I found out today my feelings got played,...
Kewl,...
Already felt it earlier on when I read my own blog,...
She doesnt care becuz she don't feel,...
Yet again blinded by love,...

Monday, April 5, 2010

Last Hope,...

her Happiness,...
her Dreams,...
her Well-Being,...
her Safety,...
her Wishes,...
and friends to be around her when she needs to Talk and share her Pain,...

doesn't really matter if god diverts all the bad things bound to happen to her onto me,...
i'm willing to take it all,...
as long as she's safe and well,...

Monday, March 29, 2010

Backdated to the 25th March 2010,...

No I Can't Forget This Evening,
Or Your Face As You Were Leaving.
But I Guess That's Just The Way The Story Goes.
You Always Smile But In You Eyes Your Sorrow Shows.
Yes It Shows.
No I Can't Forget Tomorrow,
When I Think Of All My Sorrow,
When I Had You There But Then I Let You Go.
And Now It's Only Fair That I Should Let You Know
What You Should Know.
I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.
Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.
No I Can't Forget This Evening,
Or Your Face As You Were Leaving.
But I Guess That's Just The Way The Story Goes.
You Always Smile But In You Eyes Your Sorrow Shows.
Yes It Shows.
I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.
Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.
I Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
I Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.
Can't Live, If Living Is Without You.
Can't Give, I Can't Give Any More.